today's chemistry remedial with rong rong, fershila, may may, weili n mrs. chuah. tutors: mrs chuah, junliang, aaron n jerein. tutors were obviously "irritated" by the three of us ne lack og knowledge to chemistry. not exactly irritation. its our questions n answers that set that them laughing. junliang went at ard 4 smthg for his dental appointment so aaron, jerein n mrs. chuah continued to listen to me, rong rong n fershila crap n laugh at ourselves. xD after remedial went home.. saw aaron on his way home. oh, n yeh. i finally had my canvas done. i got a 70. A2. im seriously quite happy alrdy. (: shikin's as pro as usual, getting a 80. 5 mrks across A1. wow. wow wow wow. chinese test was ok. managed to be the 2nd to finish e paper. lalalalalala. paper 1 over, now worrying about paper 2. xS

im still in sch. ^^ SUPP. to be doing art. tmrw's grading day. im SO having gastrics now. damn..

this post is specially for kimberlyn and shanmei. not scolding, not whatever. just to clarify things. firstly. i didnt tell jiaying tht jiaqi says that u all were staring at her throughout e chinese class n made her stress. i duno whr she get it from, pls ask her. tks. secondly, last thursday, 3a were actually released late from our geog class and before we reach e locker we saw kimberlyn and shanmei walk away together. if jiaying couldnt recall, feel free to question any 3a's. thirdly, we told jiaying that we wont go to that talk on monday, and i also told her e reason personally face to face, not like what u say in ur blog, we dont dare to go. e reason being, i didnt say what she told shanmei i did - that i said jiaying was influencing shanmei, kimberlyn and e rest of u to hate us. i said i didnt wanted to go because i was angry at jiaying for making up her own stories. thats it. not we dont dare. and theres something i ought to say. we told jiaying to tell shanmei n kimberlyn that we aint going. but she didnt, so i dont think its fair, saying we dont dare to go when we're only too angry with jiaying to go. fourth thing. jiaying actually said that shanmei finds me a busybody. i can swear if u feel theres a need. i swear that jiaying says than shanmei says she finds me a busybody and not what she says, whatever thats on clinging up on things. this was taken off kimberlyn's blog.

'Now u ppl wan2 stop!? when things are NOT cleared!wat guilty?!'

pls check things b4 start scolding in ur blog, kimberlyn, nobody said anything about u guys being guilty! i swear! i duno what jiaying told u, but its serious tht we didnt say anything about u guys being guilty. believe it or not. this was also taken off kimberlyn's blog.

'Jia Qi ACTUALLY Told Janice dat SM and I STARED at HER during chi class!!!'

again, pls check things before scolding in ur blog. jiaqi DID NOT tell me that Shanmei n kimberlyn stared at her during ur chinese clss. whats more, even if she did, hw would u know if she's SUPPOSED TO BE TELLING ME? for e someone who told u jiaqi told me u guys were staring at her, kimberlyn, i know ure a smart girl n wil understnd what im driving abt. if jiaqi meant to complain to me tht u guys were staring at me, how in e hell would u guys know? so obviously theres something wrong with that person telling u that jiaqi told me u guys were staring at her, who obviously only u guys know who told u guys tht jiaqi told me u all were staring at her. this's also taken off kimberlyn's blog.

'Dis is ur own psy problem! Not us!'

what is it? about e jiaqi staring thing? same comment, pls check with jiaying b4 u start scolding and INSULTING US. tks, million tks. this was ALSO taken off kimberlyn's blog.

'Whom SOME PPL did not turn up and jus went off, wif a total of 6ppl when we onli hav 3 AND u ppl can't even stop 4a min 2 talk things out and clear it once n for all?!Wat scared we beat u up? Like i said u hav 6ppl! we onli hav 3!'

1stly. like i said earlier, we told jiaying abt it. blame her if she didnt tell u abt it. not us. and abt e 'wat scared we beat u up?' we didnt say tht, pls double check b4 scolding us. this was also taken off kimberlyn's blog.

'And now u all are acting like we are at wrong.' ok. im gonna use this word whenever i ask jiaying abt her lying. 'MISINTERPRETATION'. we didnt ACT LIKE U GUYS R IN E WRONG. we didnt. check b4 scolding, tks. taken frm kimberlyn's blog.

'And start going ard and say stuff abt Ying in class or watever and don DARE 2 tok face 2 face!'

hmm. like i say, nt we dnt dare, we didnt want to becos we were angry with jiaying. and we DID not 'start going ard and say stuff abt Ying in class or watever...' we did not. i duno what jiaying say to u guys, but WE DID NOT. believe it or not. taken frm kimberlyn's blog again.

'Don boil my blood u ppl are getting on my nerves!'

its jiaying who's telling u things tht dont exist, shes e one 'boiling ur blood'. n dnt u find u strange? haven u thought bt it before? why doesnt jiaying dare to talk to us in clss? shes only telling u (referring kimberlyn) things tht doesnt exist to make u angry so u can scold us while she dont. haven u thought abt it? taken frn kimberlyn's blog >>

'I'm being all nice and wanna peace things out at de 1st place ppl... But u are making things even more worst. And U ppl are getting over de line.'

jiaying's e one making up things tht doesnt happen. 'u are making things even more worst.' u should say this to jiaying when shes telling u things tht doesnt exist. taken frm kimberlyn's blog:

'And if u feel weird or watever now.'

nobody's feeling weird. im feeling quite amazed by jiaying and e number of stories she can make out one day. XD. frm kimberlyn's blog.

'We already lets things rest and you ppl don wan 2!'

i cn tell u, e 'we' should only be referring to kimberlyn n shanmei because jiaying's still making up her own stories. 'Seriously if u r really pissed now....' i told u im not. i told u im amazed by jiaying's incredible way of making stories. she'll make a fab storyteller. 'And de onli way 2 let de matter rest now is i wan Jia Qi to tell us face to face when on Earth did we stared at her.' i said, jiaqi.. DID NT TELL ME U GUYS WERE STARING AT HER. taken frm kimberlyn's blog. again.

'hey dude. you sux!! fulltime! u are onli thinking abt URSELF! trying to make prbs.'

errrr. i didnt say i rock, whether or not u're referring to me. ^^! i dnt think of myself only. i think of food. ^^ !! i dnt try to make prbs. i try to ask jiaying why SHES making stories so she make prbs for me. get this, once and for all.

Source: kimberlyn's blog.

'but on de surface u r trying 2 "HELP" ur friend hu don need UR "HELP".tsk tsk...'

erhh... at least i have friends? tsk tsk... unlike e SOMEONE who keeps making up stories, who uses her friends and they, according to her, 'I will admit. Im nt afraid or anything. Besides kimberlyn already noe abt it bt din care nor showed any anger towards me.' ya. according to her, they dnt care n didnt showed any anger for her using them. wow. what a piece of luck ehh jiaying? xD.

King wants me to update. so here i am. so guai. X: oh well. im nt gg to post abt e incident today wib sm n jy they all. bt pls. we're trying to end e entire thing. yarrhh. i dnt want CHUP. cos according to our BELOVED choir secretary JIAYING, SM finds me a BUSYBODY. oh... i didnt knw tht im busybody. so nw tht i do, i WNT CHUP. but theres something i'll die without clarifying. AND THIS INVOLVES ME SO MUCH. nt being a busybody like according to jiaying, by sm. its abt this in shanmei's blog.

' we felt u really went too far le... ' which is, as sm says, what jiaying told her. (mayb others 2, duno.) JIAYING TOLD HER, tht I SAID, jiaying is influencing e others to hate us. WHEN DID I EVER SAY THIS? pls. dont stuff words into my mouth. i dont quite like that. appreciate if u dnt do tht, JIAYING. tks. million tks. this's basic respect. nrt to stuff words in other's mouth. frns or not frns.

yerhh! bought hamsters ytd tgt wib shawn. ^^. hooray for e ham hams! we bought a male and a female, so i took e male n shawn e female. cos e male's cuter. baaha. kay.. thnk i'll knw what grace'll say.. SHAWN's ONLY MY COUSIN! ok.. i named mine 'shawn' after he started stopping me to take pics of 'shawn', saying cannot reveal him in public.. x.x . so he copycat n named his 'jan'. @.@ oh well. since mum doesnt allow hamsters at home, shawn let me keep 'shawn' over wib him. though that means i hv shorter time wib 'shawn', but dad says i cn go over 3 / 4 times weekly if i want, that is including a whole SATURDAY playing wib them. yerhh! pooh. raining again. rain rain go AWAY!!!! bleah. my com's sot again. keeps disconnecting me from my msn n some of my webs, im getting fed up. n even ryte nw BLOGGER hab its probs.

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yuck. i dun wanna wait publishing my blog lerhh!! freezing cold now, i wonder how our hamsters r going on..

Today's flag day. woke up @ 615, n met jiaqi, seeying n jamie at e bus stop. this time round's no restriction. gd. so that they wnt tell us if we dont get half filled means no cip like e last organisation. so we went to orchard. we-sy,jq,grace,jam n i. i duno why, but i KEPT spotting really CUTE babies throughout e entire flag day. jamie says i just want to be a mother soon. i told her to shut up. xD . people over at orchard was ok. cos typical reaction'll black face n ignore, but its ok for me. im used to it. but b4 that we went to plaza sing., taka n heeren. ah pek lim n ah pek lin joined us afterwards. nth's interesting. except for some very funny reaction. theres this ang moh, when i wanted him to donate, he stared at his girl - frn n me, then begin putting in coins, while telling me this.

Hey. why dont u get ur government to donate? Ur government got HEAPS of money. they should be e ones donating.

*embarrassing moments*

ok. then he walked off. theres 1 more. woman. (sporean? shudd be.) >>

What is this for? which organisation? oh. its for xxx hospital. whr is this hospital located??

*silence, followed by embarrassing moments*

AH GIRL ARH, u duno whr is e hospital still ask me donate arh?!

but she did anyway. ok. we did e flag day until 1 plus (we're supp. to stp @ 12) n gt back to starting pt before 2. (i thnk.) but to our dismay we found NO time in n time out, which means tht after we've being doing e flag day for 5 hrs we wouldnt get 5 hrs. we may get e standard 4 hrs. AND our foot is aching from walking for so long. arrrrrrrr. x.x ok.. so we went to take mrt back home. SO WE CN REST!! yerhh! e mrt trip was fun. i mean, i spotted another cute baby. ^^. plus e mrt was making SO much squeaking noise we thought we'll be stuck in it. it'll be fun erhh? but theres seriously a prob about, cos e mrt stopped twice. hmm. jamie's so shock she practically RUSHED out of e mrt. =0. i thought i could rest. until sis called n wanted me home ryte away. we're going out!! pls? cn dont go? my legs are breaking.. so we just came back from Joni's bd party. SO TIRED!!! muscles aching.

baaaa. ah pek lim nn ah pek lin bully me. call me AUNTIE WOO. bleah. yerhh. added ah pek lin to e msn window. baaaaa. damn funny. oh. nag liaos! oh. ah pek lin offline do art liaos!! me go sms daddiie better. XD. at least in air con room can SOUND PROOF. so nagging cnt enter!! baaaaaaaaaa. HAPPY BD AH PEK LIIM!!!

this is regarding e quarrel. i really think i shud talk about it. whether or not people are happy about this. there was a quarrel that happened between see ying n jiaying on monday, that's 3 days ago. i wont go into details. ok. so, i interfered into e quarrel on monday after sch at that colourful round tables in e canteen. i admit i was quite agitated n upset wib jiaying that day becos of what i'd discovered she'd done, then act innocent. ok.so, i qned her on why n what exactly she did. so lalala, blah blah blah. i left befire e quarrel ended. i knew it would be driving no where cos jy's been denying evrything.

when i gt home on monday i smsed jy that we shouldnt meet up n go to sch tgt anymore. i couldnt take it. i rather go to sch alone than to walk to sch wib someone but to keep quiet. its a torment for me. plus i dont quite like THAT PERSON. ok. but on tues morning she was waiting for me downstairs. pooh. forget it. but by wed, e quarrel got worse, and up til today, it was much much much worser. ok. theres something about grace's n jiaqi's bag issue. dont wanna mention abt it in case im called busybody.

so, now after e conversation wib jiaying im told that sm feels that im a busybody. why am i involved when im not supposed to be? ok. so today i decided to forgo everything. i'll give up 3 frnships. huiwen, seeying nn jiaying. im not gonna get involved. but i KNOW i couldnt forgo my frnship wib sy & hw, esp. sy since we're frns since pri sch. i'll try.

oh. n today's ronny's bd. got him a lollipop yesterday n got Evon to help me pass to him. (tks evon) so, oh well. but im NOT stingy or what. and its not e typical lollipop that could be found in any provision shop. i went IMM to buy. just for my dearest GIRL GIRL. =.- . ok. so. happy bd!! P.S. e lollipop's HUGE. hope girl girl got it STUCK in his teeth. bahaha.

regarding e quarrel thing. i want to put this to a rest. but found out i couldnt. i wasnt angry la seriously, though huiwen kept asking me to CHILL. its plain disappointment la. dont wanna talk about it anymore. what can i say?

i finally done upp my redo-ed drafts. and my holiday homework. pooh. what a day. woke up at 650 this morning, wake sis up, and do e chores. then art. ._. but at least i'd finished. maybe i'll do up e canvas tonight. then i finish my holiday homewrk. yehh! later going out for dinner. yeeks. i rather stay at home to eat cup noodles. =O.

i have SO many to blog today. x). yesterday evon came when 1/2 way through our untoleratable math remedial. she came to say.. its time to go for e paper cutting exhibition. - WHAT?! today?! i forgot. zzz. oh well. so we went off. so lalala, we started cutting after a while. a LONG while. time to leave!! yeah. so i can go to e BBQ earlier. but! but! e teacher (due to respect i shant manetion her name) kept asking asking and still asking what time we can leave. ok. so wait wait and wait, so finally we can be off. e teacher.. she RUSHED to e lift, pressing e buttons SO vigorously i thought e buttons were so.. pathetic. but then! BUT THEN we were called over, so i called e cher back.. ' wait a while, we must go back. ' in hanyupinyin-deng yi xia, wo men xu yao hui qu. then her TYPICAL AUNTIE REACTION came out. 'wait, wait, WAIT! want to wait until morning arh?!' in hanyupinyin-'deng deng deng! deng dao lai dou tian liang liao!' so she reluctantly dragged her foot, half dragging, half running, and while busying running, mumbling- wait, wait wait.. still must wait..' in hanyupinyin- 'deng deng deng! hai yao deng..' ok. truly auntie. no doubt. ya, so when going back, e instructor actually gave our sch e paper cut. e BEAUTIFUL paper cut. then, e cher: 'got plastic bag mah?!' =I. no plastic bag, she.. oh gawd. she requested for newspaper. =O!!!! crap.. ok. so we were ushered off ; cher seems to be in a hurry. she led us to--- to jaywalking. < ** Our DM says no jaywalking... xDD. ok. then shes like walking behind us lah. but suddenly rushed up to us and said - 'a, u all go take MRT ok? my bus come liao, bye bye!!' which is like so funny can. evon nearly BURST out in laughter. #).

then i went home, bath, went down, where e BBQ starts. other than LOADS of john`s clssmate, Ron was here(Lynn's brother), Darren was here,(with huishan) and most importantly my beloved Crystal was here! her dog didnt come though. i kept myself REAL busy. and i really mean it, kids. i didnt know SO many kids would mean SO much trouble. and despite sis and Ron and e others helped, we were really busy. busy refilling all e ribenas, refilling their plates with roasted marshmallows, otahs, blah blahs, VERY. BUSY. but afterwards when e kids went running all over e place, Ron, Me, Sis, Auntie Jessie, Auntie Irene, and all those STRANGERS who appeared but i dunno who are they, (think its Xueming's relative. Shuddbe.) we all got e rest we needed. i cant help but say, Ron was really CUTE last night. *** stop THINKING about THIS!!!! *** oh well. im trying. hes really. SO...... ok.ok. think i better stop. yar. e entire thing ended at bout 12+ last night. bath, sleep.

This is e worse irony that happened on me. how am i supposed to react? =o? =/? D=? now than i know. i was his toy. when hes bored, or lonely, he comes to me. when hes busy with some other GIRLS, he.. he threw me aside. what a joke.. what a joke. im mad inside. mad. as in. insane. i dont blame him. i seriously dont. but why is this happening to me? my worse irony. my worse irony. does he know. he'll never know.. never.

i can go, i can go! i can go swensons tomorrow! i can go bbq on thurs! lady luck's with me, i bet. so long since a swenson treat le. OOH. mr lee. u still oew me 1 swenson treat.. -_-"". yepps. emm. nothing much to do today. today's rainyy rainyy day. only went out to have lunch just now, then tv-ing. my life's sure went into slacking mood yehh? baha. then we went to have dinner. too bad uncle danny's stall isnt opened for business. pooh. disappointment. = o. tralala. i came across this tee in this shopping mall long ago. (i think?! short term memo.)it reads-

'And you think smoking is cool? You aint the smoker. The cigarette is. You're just the sucker at the end.'

oh well. no comments.

i really am so NOT tempted to go wash my shoes. so now, here i am, again. boos. now joyce joyce's making me read a porridge book to her. whats that? ohh. The Magic Porridge Pot. fun arhhs? bohh liiaos. oh yes. and daddy wasnt quite happy.. myy papayyaya. he isnt happy cos he's breakking.. cheer upp daddy o! so i smsed to ask him if hes ok and all, and then daddy ask me to wait for hiim whilst he eat dinner, * its already 9 ++ last nightt daddy!! ill-treatedd huh?! * ok. so i happily waited waited and waited until its bout 11++ . daddy, sms me to tell me ure back home!!! im so damn tiredd and retarded staring at my phone waiting for yer sms.. -__- . badd daddy badd! so i waited again. i so hated to wait. POOH. then at bout 11.30+++++ daddy finally sms. he said he wanted to.. SLEEP. so i said goodnight. and daddy made me wait for 2 hours+++++ just to tell him a gdnitte. daddy..!!?!?! feel like killing him. so i lost my mood too, and went to bedd. but i couldnt sleep, so.. just wait. for miracle to happen and daddy would suddenly call to chat wibb me. STOP DREAMING...

Bahhh. im working on my geography notes now, using msn at e same time, and now, blogging. this is how wonderful girls(or women) can get. powerful, ehh? puaha. but now im down in my mood. ah ma's sick. refused to go to e doctors. now auntie's getting the virus too. i hate this, all e viruses spreading around e house, and getting everyone sick. ow. i feel so terrible now. so.. D#. pathetic. this pathetic feeling gripping me. again. once again. yepps. i feel so much like a loner. so painful, this's suffocating me. POOH. ooh. and that reminds me. Becos of my BELOVED brotha, i'll get a treat of swenson delights! baha. so happy!! mama! i want ice cream... SHUT UPP, GIRL!

and again, a home alone day. but today's fine. (WHAT DID I JUST SAY?!...) i mean, other than my younger sista at home, nothing's much. and i simply can manage her well by stuffing a game boy to her. i think?! ok.. as long as she doesnt mess things upp. and my com's going crazy.. whats that all about disconnecting me from my server.. yuck. PLUS i have work piling up to my neck but im still here, slacking in my blog. buahahaha. THERE IT IS AGAIN.. "There is an IP address conflict with another system on the network" thingy. its killing me!! it'd at least popped up 4 times on my screen. argh. yeah, but i shot down 14 art pieces just last night. cool eh. DUMB, i call it. im wasting my time for sleeping just to hear my art teacher say: this isnt enough pls do more. my life's a mess now. i guess i just need some peace and quiet.. and my com to STOP telling me this. > Could not connect to blogger.com. Saving and publishing may fail. oh yupps, and that secret guy/girl over at my tagboard, my curiosity is killing me. sure. we can be friends. and its ok if u dont wanna show ur name, i mean, its complete reasonable. i feel so lonely now i thought i could die. where are my friends when i really need them?! oh well. life's like this at times. ow. i haven washed my shoes. #)

today's such a home alone day. im so eating sleeping sleeping eating at home now.. what to do?! bleahs. good news. mum says i can rebond my hair during e december holis. i cant wait! bad news. like i say, I-CANT-WAIT. so long to december ehh? look like a complete retarded dumbass waiting for the december holis to arrive even without the complete september. BOOHS. yupps, and the earlier december is to me, the earlier final exams are drawing near. sucky thingy isnt it?! and yeah, i think now i know why im so down. why? why why. eeks. i dont want to know. puaha. mum bought me a new tee earlier this week. a WHITE tee. rock. its pattern, design, everything. plus, dad bought me a white 3/4 fashion trousers. white!! ROCK!! my!!! WORLD!!! i mean, no doubt i love black better than white, but nevertheless, i love white clothings. poof! gotta go bath now. before mum comes back and start screaming at me. neh neh ni poo poos!!

yeah. cut my hair. fringe, and all. i SAID i wanted to maintain the length, AUNTIE!!! forget it. whats done is done. still in that dumb dumb mood i dont wanna talk. i wanna EAT. eat sleep eat sleep. PIG. duh. yeah, and pathetically still cooped up in ART. and my physic homewrk. poof. can say i am now really pissed by her now. who else? my BELOVED art teacher. yeahh. stressed out. still reworking on everything. yes. REWORKING. tragedy ehh?? aw. ee. ooh. oh. BAHAHA. poor me. >_<.

SHUT UP..